I'm a dreamer from my boyhood. I always hope that some positive will be happened in my life. But as a Gemini nothing satisfy me & also I can't complete anything. I lost interest from everything when it is almost done. From my inner soul I can understand it is my responsibility to finish all the jobs which I've started. But I can't do it. Something that I can't explain,stops me. This mentality is destructive & it has make me a failure person in my life. I'm now totally a ruined person. Believe me I feel shame for this nature of mine. Who want to be a failure?
I born in 11.06.1973. So I will complete 40 years of price less life. Sometime I don't want to continue this meaningless life. But I can't. You know why? For my 3 little children. I know I will never able to bring some goods for them.But something forbade me. May be it's hope or countless love of a lame father.Or I'm a coward who fears to die. If any one propose me that he will give $1000000 to my family & I have to fight a war for them or I've to become a test rabbit for them. I will do it without any hesitation. Never I was able to give anything good to my family. If my death bring something good to my family. I welcome it.
I born in 11.06.1973. So I will complete 40 years of price less life. Sometime I don't want to continue this meaningless life. But I can't. You know why? For my 3 little children. I know I will never able to bring some goods for them.But something forbade me. May be it's hope or countless love of a lame father.Or I'm a coward who fears to die. If any one propose me that he will give $1000000 to my family & I have to fight a war for them or I've to become a test rabbit for them. I will do it without any hesitation. Never I was able to give anything good to my family. If my death bring something good to my family. I welcome it.
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