In 2000 I have
completed my post graduate in Genetics & Breeding from Rajshahi
University of Bangladesh. My honors subject was Biochemistry. I joined
in agricultural bank of Bangladesh in 2001. There I served as senior
officer & as branch manager. In that period I sanctioned some
loans,but those loaner gave fake documents of the mortgaged property.For
this reason I lost my job in 2011.I have to repayment the loan amount.
Our authority first told me to repayment the loan & they told me my
position would be secure. I didn't take any money from any loaner &
because of my simplicity I gave 32 lakh Taka to the loan account. I got
the money from my father. He got that money at the time of his
retirement from his job.
Since 2011 I'm trying to get some fund to open a book retail shop & build a high rising 4 unit apartment building in my local town Rangpur,which is now a divisional town & well known as a educational town.
Though I read in a modern subject, there is not enough scope to get a job related to this subject. Moreover I had no relation with this topics for more than 10 years.
You wanted to know all about me so I'm sharing this here. I was a relatively big officer in my lost job.So I'm unable to adjust in all job. I have joined in a junior school but its salary is too poor to describe. I've 3 children & the elder one is just 9 years old. I cannot meet with my friends out of shame. I cannot go to my home town Rangpur where my parents live. I'm with my family in Gazipur district where few people knows me.I spend my days like a thief though I didn't done any major sins in my life.I always pray to Allah that he should forgive me if I have done something wrong.Not for me I now always thinks about my innocent children. I'm such a bad father that I'm unable to meet their minimum needs.Due to malnutrition they always suffer in various diseases.
My parents always saying that I should go back to them with my family. But how can I go there with empty hand? We have few lands in Rangpur & in Gaibandha district. A 6 decimal high land is situated in the center of Rangpur town. I'm trying to get fund for this land to start early described projects. But no one is helping. Now I believe when everyone listen to my story they think I'm a corrupted man & I'll not return any of their fund. What I'm only Allah knows it. How we spend our days he knows very.But unfortunately he also has turned his face from me. So, when Allah is not listening my prayer Who will be by my side except my nearest flesh, my family.
Since 2011 I'm trying to get some fund to open a book retail shop & build a high rising 4 unit apartment building in my local town Rangpur,which is now a divisional town & well known as a educational town.
Though I read in a modern subject, there is not enough scope to get a job related to this subject. Moreover I had no relation with this topics for more than 10 years.
You wanted to know all about me so I'm sharing this here. I was a relatively big officer in my lost job.So I'm unable to adjust in all job. I have joined in a junior school but its salary is too poor to describe. I've 3 children & the elder one is just 9 years old. I cannot meet with my friends out of shame. I cannot go to my home town Rangpur where my parents live. I'm with my family in Gazipur district where few people knows me.I spend my days like a thief though I didn't done any major sins in my life.I always pray to Allah that he should forgive me if I have done something wrong.Not for me I now always thinks about my innocent children. I'm such a bad father that I'm unable to meet their minimum needs.Due to malnutrition they always suffer in various diseases.
My parents always saying that I should go back to them with my family. But how can I go there with empty hand? We have few lands in Rangpur & in Gaibandha district. A 6 decimal high land is situated in the center of Rangpur town. I'm trying to get fund for this land to start early described projects. But no one is helping. Now I believe when everyone listen to my story they think I'm a corrupted man & I'll not return any of their fund. What I'm only Allah knows it. How we spend our days he knows very.But unfortunately he also has turned his face from me. So, when Allah is not listening my prayer Who will be by my side except my nearest flesh, my family.
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