TIME WILL PASS SOME HOW

An interesting experience I've faced today. I'm telling it here.Along with my job I've lost day by day all my friends.I feel shy to meet them because of my present situation.Though there two of my friends keep contact with me. One is from my boy hood & other I meet in the begining of my banking job.Today in the morning I found the period of my internet service is over.So I've to recharge it with 350 Taka only. For me any figure of money is not only now, it is huge. I knew my wife will not give me that money because she thinks this is a foul expense & internet cannot provide anything good. Finding no other way I call my childhood friend to give 350 Taka in my modem account.He said,yes I'm giving within 10 minutes. I waited 1 hour then text him about it. He replied that he has forgotten now he is recharging. Another 1 hour I waited & text him. But this time I don't get any return message. After 30 minutes I called in his cell it was switched off.
I can remember all of our friends helped him through his education life financially or any other ways. I can also remember I never wanted any help from him before today. Now a days he earns a lot I know. Most probably he thinks If  he gives this money it will open the gate for future lending sequence. He is a tallented man.Or he counts that in his earlier life I didn't help him much to repay.
Let it go. Time will pass some how. One day my odd days will be over. Everything will be nice & beautiful. All will be happy. I must forget this misunderstanding & my beloved friend will become more richer,I hope.