A DEATH WISH

I'm a dreamer from my boyhood. I always hope that some positive will be happened in my life. But as a Gemini nothing satisfy me & also I can't complete anything. I lost interest from everything when it is almost done. From my inner soul I can understand it is my responsibility to finish all the jobs which I've started. But I can't do it. Something that I can't explain,stops me. This mentality is destructive & it has make me a failure person in my life. I'm now totally a ruined person. Believe me I feel shame for this nature of mine. Who want to be a failure? 
I born in 11.06.1973. So I will complete 40 years of price less life. Sometime I don't want to continue this meaningless life. But I can't. You know why? For my 3 little children. I know I will never able to bring some goods for them.But something forbade me. May be it's hope or countless love of a lame father.Or I'm a coward who fears to die. If any one propose me that he will give $1000000 to my family & I have to fight a war for them or I've to become a test rabbit for them. I will do it without any hesitation. Never I was able to give anything good to my family. If my death bring something good to my family. I welcome it.   

MORE CLASSICS

This time no textbooks just classics. Following classics are magnificent & immortal.

1. THE JUNGLE BOOK  By Rudyard Kipling
2.KIM   By Rudyard Kipling
3.CAPTAIN COURAGIOUS   By Rudyard Kipling

Bangladesh & Global Studies

I have given my opinion about our Bangladesh & Global Studies Textbooks. But unfortunately I didn't provide links of those books.Here I'm giving links for 

1.Bangladesh & Global Studies- Class 6
2.Bangladesh & Global Studies- Class 7

What I get in my life from books & others

I'm lucky that I have the habit of reading. In my life good things what I've got or getting are from books & from my parents.I'm responsible for events those acted wrong with me. No one ever harmed me. I suffered or still suffering for my own doings. I'm a father of three children. What I'm giving them? Actually nothing except love.But in this hard life can simple love able to make a life fulfill? I know it's impossible. To buildup a proper life money is compulsory option.
I've ruined my life but I wish no ones life will be collapsed as mine.I hope everyone along my loving children will be successful in their future life.
Now at the age of forty I can realize that one should be sincere to their responsible work & always take advise from good books & parents. How worse you may be your father & mother always ready to forgive your wrong doings.At last they will give you shed & shelter.
I want to start my life once again from the beginning. I want to do something good & profitable for my family. Only one way ahead me & this is I think starting a book business. But remember I have not enough money & securities for loan. So please give me your suggestion or any kind of help.      

BANGLADESH & GLOBAL STUDIES(বাংলাদেশ ও বিশ্ব পরিচয়)

আমাদের দেশের রাজনীতি একটু অন্যরকম।একে আপনারা স্বারথের কিংবা প্রতিহিংসার রাজনীতি বলতে পারেন।বরং এর চেয়েও খারাপ কিছু হতে পারে।তানাহলে primary বা secondary লেভেলের পাঠ্য বই এর শিক্ষণ বিষয় নিয়ে রাজনীতি হবে কেন? 3 হতে 10 class এর সমাজ বই বদল করে নতুন নাম দেয়া হয়েছে বাংলাদেশ ও বিশ্বপরিচয়।কিন্তু এই বই পরলেই যে কেউ বুঝতে পারবে এখানে কোন রাজনৈতিক মত প্রকাশ পেয়েছে। বই গুলো পড়ে দেখুন।

THE COLOR OF MY LIFE

I'm getting old. I can see it clearly when I look myself into a mirror. My hair is turning white & reducing in number. Also my eye sight becoming poor. But in my mind I still have the same enthusiasm for anything that I had at the age of 21. 
What a strange life I'm been through! I have completed my education from Rajshahi University. I read there Biochemistry & Genetics. But my professional carrier started as a banker. Eventually I lost this job & now I'm simply a teacher of a junior level school. My authority thinks I'm not a good teacher. I agree with them because it is very hard to me to teach a boy or girl of just 10 years of age.
After loosing my banking job I tried to manage fund to start a book stall. But I couldn't able to manage the fund. I'm still hopeful that one day I must start a book shop, where all kind of books will be available. 
Now what can I do except giving name & links of my favorite classics?

1.THE PRISONER OF ZENDA By Anthony Hope
2.RUPERT OF HENTZAU By Anthony Hope
3.KIDNAPPED By R.L.Stevension
4.CATRIONA By R.L.Stevension
5.THE BLACK ARROW By R.L.Stevension

If you want to read Bengali version of these books you may contact with "SEBA PROKASONI".

JAMES HADLEY CHASE

Readers of Bangladesh are familiar with the writings of James Hadley Chase.His many books have translated to Bengali by various authors.Original Chase's books also available in many bookstores in Dhaka .Few stories of popular Masud Rana series also adapted from James Hadley Chase's books. I'm giving some names & links of Chase's books & you have to find out the name of Masud Rana books with the same plot.

1.STRICTLY FOR CASH .
2.A COFFIN FROM HONGKONG
3.FIGURE IT OUT FOR YOURSELF 
4.YOU FIND HIM I'LL FIX HIM